just finished my malay oral. at the beginning i was very nervous and while preparing my conversation, i trembled, even when si yinn is beside me. then when i was in front of cikgu, i forgot what i was supposed to say. haha.
anw, si yinn and i think we did quite well at the front part. unfortunately, cikgu started asking us questions and she asked something that i've said. but then, she said some other points. so si yinn and i were thinking. die. so we made up some stuffs and it was rather bad. but we think that we still did quite well at the front part. so it's like we're not too worried. luckily, i partnered si yinn, bcos i totally forgot everything. THNAKS SI YINN!!!

today, was a rather frightening day. i dont know what's wrong with me, but i kept feeling very nervous and i dont know why. i felt that my heart beat very fast. i dont know why!!! is it bcos of my oral? but i dont think so, i'm not even very worried.

just came back from school. i have no idea why i decided to go online immediately. haha.

it's tiring today and nothing much happened. except that i just realised vanessa speaks malay. and it's not too bad. haha. we were speaking in malay during english. and during chinese, pufang yue xiang and i were playing chi ko pak. ok whatever, i have no idea how to spell. and during science, i noticed nerine and pufang playing the same game too. haha.

kind of bored. but today malay was like fun. lu si yinnn just kept laughing about what one of the guys has said, and it's something lame lame lame. haha.

anw, i just realised i'm very slow in studying. si ting like so fast!!!! saddening...
the school computer is so slow. i wanted to post about something but it's too slow. so in the end, i was so irritated by it i switched it off

the school librarian is stupid stupid.
she came in at around four into the com lab room , and she reminded us that we must leave at 4. then she switched the air con REAL cold and left us inside, .and the air con is like very very freezing cold and yan ting and i were like freezing inside. then yan ting said. the librarian did that bcos she wanted to kick us out of the library. quite sensible. then she came in again, and SWITCHED off, and now it's really really warm. hahahahahha.

cheryl, i forgot the password again..

you know wad, you changed. you're not what i expect from you. you changed a lot. i dont know if it's due to the friends around you or something that got you influenced and ended up in this stage. i do not know. i'm just merely saying it because i feel that i should tell you. i could tell when you started to be excited about something which you shouldnt be. i told someone else, not about that incident, but the someone is also close to you and understands. i dont know wha's wrong with you. you're so into something, which i donno, something i dont really approve of? do you realise that sometimes you're extremely nice and close to me, sometimes you just give me that altittude and ignore me. you may not have realised that bcos it's not very obvious, but be aware of it, when i start going to other people instead of you.
i'm not trying to disapprove you or criticise you or something, but it's like i've got to say it out. i have to say. i want you to know. but i cant bring myself to tell you infront of your face. i really cant. i cant mention it.
but occasionally, i mentioned it to you, in a rather joking way, but i guessed you didnt take that in your heart. i dont know what i should tell you, bcos i know you wont listen to me, and maybe even make a joke out of it. but i'm not. sorry about this. but thank you for the nice time

wo... i like this picture. anw, this computer will load the pictures faster... next time shaall use this.. haiz..

FEEL YOU NEAR;

4:26 AM

my bro is beside me irritating me!!! he's splashing water all over the bed and i scolded him saying that my uncle will reprimand him for splashing water all over and you know what he said, he said my uncle will scold me " san shu ma jie jie!"

today the lit drama thing is not that successful however, i'm still glad that everyone made effects to do that. but it's merely becos of a small problem. i dont want to dwell on it although i really wish to. i dont want to insensitive but it's just that i really cant bring myself to talk about that mistake. just wish to everyone that they'll doo very well next time, dont make the same mistakes.

the dance studio is nice, i meant cooling.

i really donno what to say.

oh. i'm stressed bcos of the amount of stuffs i havent study yet.

looking forward to holidays

bye!

FEEL YOU NEAR;

Saturday, September 09, 2006

7:34 AM

my brother's leg

FEEL YOU NEAR;

Friday, September 08, 2006

2:31 AM

went sun plaza today to have lunch. and guess wad, i ate kfc and the chckens are so so OILY!!!
but i just continued to eat. went to this shop and coulnt decide if i should buy or not. haiz.
but i bought kai ying's present

and THANKS EYCHELLE!!! FOR HELPING ME WITH THE TAG BOARD!!!
haha. anw
i kind of think that i've got very litte pictures. so sad la. i wanna more pic so i can put them on my .. i donno wad. but i just wanna more more pictures!!!! :)

and i didnt go out at all!!!cant believe it, i thought i'll go out. but i guess i'm trying to complete my homework and also, need to study. but guess wad, i didnt even study at all. so tired of it. it's like i also havent started my literature which the test is like when school reopen. in addition, it's until page 80 i think!!!!

cheryl and eychelle are like jogging and i'm like not. so when they return to school, i expect them to be thinner and me to be MUCH fatter

FEEL YOU NEAR;

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

9:02 PM

hmm. i like the photos at the seoul garden. nice.

and when i see the food, it makes me hungry.

my tag board for the new blogskin cant work!!! it cant appear. so, i cant save it. and i'm waiting for eychelle to help me fix the tag board. so hope that she will
eychelle please!!!!!!!

cheryl, i still cant work the blogskin so yeah, must wait. haha.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SI YING AND KAI YING!!!!
i'm so sorry i forgot about your bd. but ya, i'm giving you presents.
but NO SORRY to kai ying, cos she forgot my bd. when i hinted her, she sitll didnt realise it's my bd. so irritating

hahahahahah

anw, i'm giving you two presents la, so dont feel sad. haha.

haiz, still got lots of hw to complete. it's like i only completed a few, so little!!! but cheryl lee just said that my bit, is like the size of a lorry.. so exaggerating. haha.

i'm alone at home and that's why i can go online. if not, i'm not allowed to.

my brotehr is turning cuter. but i donno why. he hurt himself and he'l come to tell me about it.

i went MALAYSIA again, like wad cheryl had said. AGAIN.
but it's nice la, but we couldnt go to jusco, cos it's too far and my parents said that it's dark and we might get lost while travelling there.
at macs, at malaysia i meant, my mother coulnt communicate with the person, and in the end it was a big mess and it's like the person took so long to take our order. i tried to speak to the man, but then i dont even understand wad my mother wants, so i didnt bother to help her. haha.

my maid vommitted in the car. i think it's due to the fried chicken we ate at macs. haha
so scary. in addition, there was traffic jam. haha.

FEEL YOU NEAR;

Saturday, September 02, 2006

11:40 PM

i'm currently quite busy. so i dont have much time to post. and i know if i dont post anything, cheryl lee wont tag my blog. haha. so i'm just posting.
came online to check on some art stuffs. but i cant find it.

FEEL YOU NEAR;